360'

Assalamualaikum. Hi.

I've been waiting to write FOR SO LONG seriously. My last post adalah pada bulan Mei 2017. Masa tu Zara belum genap 2 tahun pun lagi! OMG. Teringin nak menaip OK. Perasaan tu ada. Tapi tak dapat dizahirkan. Ke tak mampu dizahirkan? HAHA.

Lets update everything one by one.

So we had a family trip to Sabah in October 2017. It was fantastic! We went to Kota Kinabalu and Kudasang lah of course. Enjoying the view very much despite the unexpected weather. This is an annual activity for my family. Loved it! This year of 2018, we are still looking for the right destination and the right time for the family trip. Can't wait!

Now, Little Zara is almost 2 years and 8 months. Berjaya menangani fasa tantrum dengan bertenang. Dah banyak tatabahasa yang dikuasai sampai kadang - kadang geramnya rasa bila dengar dia ni bercakap. Like...hey tak boleh ke kalau tak comel? HAHAHA yeah that kind of thing. Selalu dipicit - picit dan digolek - golek, this girl. Super happy go lucky but also can be SO EMOTIONAL at certain time.

Kalau ada follow my ig, dan terbaca kisah di pasar malam, yeah thats her. So unexpected sebab kadang - kadang dia boleh mengigau sambil menangis! But that happened for a reason. Antaranya ialah sebelum tidur / petang tu dia kena marah sehingga hatinya terluka dan terbawa - bawa perasaan sampai ke dalam tidur. Ataupun dia merajuk berguling - guling atas lantai dan tidak dipedulikan ibubapa (sebab taknak manjakan sangat) atas sebab - sebab yang langsung tidak munasabah. Contohnya, nak lalu tangga situ dan tak mahu tangga sini. Ataupun taknak masuk lif / keluar lif sebab nak pergi kedai yang dah tutup.

Alhamdulillah, she is growing up very well. Banyak arahan sudah boleh difahami. Dah boleh pakai seluar sendiri. Guess what, she is going to playschool now! Achievement unlocked!

It was a tough experience. Yelah. She's been staying at home for 2 years + then we send her to school. Of course lah culture shock kan? Dekat rumah bangun tidur pun almost 10am, tetiba kena bangun pagi like what is this mama? Plus dekat sekolah memang semuanya strangers lagi lah drama.

But after 3 weeks, alhamdulillah tak ada dah drama sedih pagi - pagi masa papa dia hantar pergi sekolah. She is adjusting very well. Dah mula sebut - sebut pasal cikgu dan kawan - kawan. So we are very happy with that. Although some people might think its too early to put her in a school, we are OK with that. Bukan nak expect dia terus tahu baca buku ke apa. Just for the sake of letting her develop her social skills first. Bagi berkawan dan jumpa orang - orang lain. So, yes we are very glad we enrolled her there.

Our daily routines are changing 360' from last year. Now my husband has an office, which is located in the same building we are living in. A small step for a better future. Alhamdulillah Allah ease everything for us so far. On weekdays, we travel from home to my school, then to Zara's school and after that my husband get to work at his office. In the afternoon, he will pick me up then we'll go to Zara's school to pick her up. If we have nothing to settle, we go home. Surprisingly, time flies faster this year.

I started my tuition class earlier this year. Which means, my Saturday is gone. Usually I only have a morning session. But we started an evening session yesterday due to parents' request. I am using my husband's office in the weekend so basically we are sharing it :P

Sunday is my everything now.

Although it seems very packed, but I love the routines. We learn how to be more discipline in setting our schedule for everything. Like when to do the laundry or the grocery shopping, when to deliver the orders, when to eat out, when to have fun at the playground, when to meet the family and everything.

Aaaaaaaaaa bestnya dapat taip panjang - panjang macam ni. But I have a list of things to do today. Please please doakan tahun ni I will be writing MORE than last year. At least once a month so that I can keep tracks on everything. HAHA.

Till then, take care and have fun!