Sunday, March 22, 2020

Our Second Bundle of Joy

For my memory so that it will never fade away...

6th April 2019 

Dalam pukul 7 lebih macam tu dah start rasa kurang selesa. Tapi OK je. Takde rasa sakit pun. Just rasa macam ada urge nak senggugut macam gitu. On contraction timer, interval 5 mins. Tapi lama - lama interval jadi 10 mins away. So relax je lah and turun bawah siap masak mi goreng lagi kau tahu. HAHAHAH. The feeling came every 5 - 10 mins tapi buat rileks je lah. 

The ORIGINAL plan : Me & my sister go for food-hunting while waiting for hubs and Zara enjoy Disney-on-Ice. Tiket dah beli OK so maybe sebab risau sangat Zara tak dapat tengok Disney-on-Ice, I didn't really bother about the contractions that were starting HAHAHA. Duk fikir macam mana nak buat nak make sure Zara boleh pergi tengok Disney-on-Ice and me go to the hospital just in case these contractions are REAL. 

It was real, guys. And I thought those were just Braxton Hicks. I mean, come on adik! Your due date is 20/4. Today is 6! But it was so real, it started kicking me right before Zohor. I prayed, then we had to decide what to do. 

1) Send Zara and my sister to Shah Alam, to watch Disney-on-Ice. Asked my other sister to pick them up later. 

2) Hubs and me go to Hosp Selayang to check whether its real or not. (HAHAH still wishing it wasn't real cos I want to go food-hunting so badly)

Sempat request nak beli choc frappe Starbucks tapi haruslah laki aku tak layan 😂

About 4.30 - 5 pm, we arrived at Hosp Selayang. Didn't take the wheelchair because I thought the pain was still bearable ALTHOUGH sekejap sekejap berhenti when the contractions came. Mak guard dah cuak dah apasal budak ni degil nau taknak wheelchair LOL. 

Sampai atas, settle all the documents and all. Tunggu doc check. Time passed. And guess what, I was 3cm dilated. Baru 3cm, so kena warded lah. But I don't know I have this feeling of whyyyyy lah rasa macam makin sakit nih. It was super fast. The nurse was preparing me to go to the ward. Biasanya I'll just follow what the experts decided but I decided to step up that time. Dalam pukul 6 lebih kot.

'Nurse, saya rasa macam makin sakit ni. Boleh check lagi sekali tak?'

Yes, requesting another VE cos I think the contractions were wayyy stronger, and became more frequent.  I was lucky I got some kurma in my bag and a bottled water. Dug in and then went into the PAC for another VE. I was alone most of the time sebab husband kena tunggu kat luar.

6cm dilated k. Walhal tadi baru 3cm. No wonder dah menggeletar tangan tahan sakit. Terus mintak ubat tahan sakit. And guess what, dah tak boleh ambik sebab dah 6cm. Anddddd Selayang takde entonox! OMG entonox was my life saver masa Zara dulu. I VANT ENTONOX!

But of course there was nothing I can do. Sudahlah berseorangan menahan kesakitan. And I was very sure my husband knew nothing. I asked the HO if my husband can come in, and she saiddddd...

TAK BOLEH SEBAB INI PAC

Jauh di dalam sudut hatiku pleaseeeee send me to the labour room cos gaaaahhhhhh the pain was so realllll I need my husband OMG taknak beranak dah pasni this will be the last time well everyone said that kan HAHAHAH

'Puan nanti kalau ada apa - apa puan jerit je panggil kami ok kami ada dekat depan'

Tetiba rasa nak marah. Aku tengah sakit kot ko nak suruh aku jerit - jerit pulak? Like I ada maruah diri OK tak main lah jerit - jerit tak tentu hala. Mestilah kata - kata sinis begini disimpan di dalam hati semata. Di dunia realiti, aku diam je meredhoi nasibku. HAHAH.

Bertemankan diri sendiri, cuba untuk husnuzon dan kekal positif sepanjang masa. Menggigil tahan sakit sambil baca doa Nabi Nuh. Dalam fikiran, OK this is going to be the last baby. KAH! Boleh percaya ke nokkkk.

Secara tiba - tiba rasa macam belon pecah. Terus call nurse secara bertenaga dan berserah segalanya kepada Yang Maha Esa. Gitu ayat drama sungguh haaaa.

Masa tu lah baru nurse nak kelam kabut tukarkan baju segala dan secara tergesa - gesa terus tolak stretcher ke labour room. Dalam masa sakit tu ada jugak rasa nak sekolahkan nurse tu sekejap 'haaaa sekarang baru tahu kelam kelibut uols!'

Tapi of course lah di dalam hati sahaja. Saya insan suci murni dan bersopan santun tahu.

Transfer ke katil untuk bersalin (?) and I was lucky the midwife was so nice. It was very fast. Padahal sebelum tu midwife tu cuma cakap 'ok puan kita cuba ya bila rasa contraction puan cuba push.'

Taraaaaaaa baby was here! Even doc pun tak sempat nak attend. Memang midwife tu semata. Suamiku lagi lah haru. Dia masuk masa tu kami dah skin to skin dah. It went really fast sampai tak percaya dah beranak.

7.40 PM, 6th April 2019
A baby boy, Hospital Selayang

The best part was I dapat duduk Wad Kelas 1 teehee. Seronok OK duduk kelas 1 berbanding kenangan masa Zara dulu sungguh menduka citakan. Wakaka.

p/s: Sebenarnya dah buat draf untuk post ni almost a year ago kot. Tapi tak sempat sempat nak sambung. Baru sekarang dapat publish teehee

Wednesday, January 2, 2019

HEY YO 2019!

Assalamualaikum & Happy New Year guys!

So today was the first day of school. How was it? HAHAH. Surprise surprise. I was not really looking forward to the end of holiday, actually. Perasaan nak cuti je sepanjang masa, OH INDAHNYA!

So, we ( me + Zara ) departed as usual from home. Surprisingly, the traffic was OK. Sampai sekolah Zara dalam pukul 7.00 a.m. and she was wide awake, ready for school. Balik tadi pun she was excited siap cakap esok nak pergi sekolah lagi. Mak legaaaaaa weh. Although her lunch box was quite simple today, but OK lah she finished everything. Totally my girl! Sempat letak chipsmore, banana and tiger biscuit je tadi. Super simple seriously sebab kalut tak bertempat.

Still providing a lunch box for her cos she's quite picky with her food. Rasa bersalah kalau tak provide lunch box just in case makanan dekat sekolah tak kena selera dia. SEBAB NANTI DIA TAKNAK MAKAN OK. Dan bakal mengundang a grumpy and hungry Zara waktu pick up petang nanti.

School was OK. I became a class teacher, again. Setelah setahun berehat menanggung tugas besar. This year, I can focus more on my teaching. Less responsibility on the management thingy. Which I loveeeeeeeeee it! But, there are so many kids in the class! 37 everyone! With 21 boys and 16 girls.

Gaaaaaahhhh the first day was hectic. Maybe cos they are super tiny little creatures with 20-years gap between us. Before this takdelah rasa sangat cos I can befriend my kids. This year, its totally teacher - pupils feeling you know.

Non - stop talking, seriously. I was blank for a while, not knowing what to do with these super noisy kids. Dah cakap elok - elok, diam sekejap. Then, jadi pasar malam semula. Ugut sikit ceramah sikit, diam sekejap. Then keluar suara macam tertelan mikrofon dalam anak tekak.

I wassssssss trying to be patient. Last sekali, I bagi yang suci murni senyap dan faham bahasa semua balik on time. Like right before the bell rang. Sengaja bakar line geng geng bising tu. Terus semua tarik muka KAHKAHKAH. I mean, hello I wont do this if you listened to my instruction very well.

So, that's it. I let them go then takde sorang pun yang datang salam sebelum balik. Fine, I don't really care. Nak tunjuk protes sangat kan.

I am going to swap their seats tomorrow. Let's see who's the boss.

HAHAHAHAH.
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