Sunday, December 30, 2018

Closure for 2018

Life has been a bit tough these days. Whatever it is, we must stay positive no matter what happens. Sebab Allah takkan menduga hambaNya melebihi apa yang mereka mampu. And everything happens for a reason.

InsyaAllah ada hikmah di sebalik setiap kejadian. Yang penting, kita kena sentiasa mensyukuri segala nikmat yang Allah kurniakan. Dan, sentiasa memohon kepadaNya jika kita berdepan dengan kesulitan.

Semoga tahun baru 2019 akan membawa lebih banyak kebaikan, kebahagiaan dan kegembiraan untuk kita semua, insyaAllah. Semoga Allah memberkati kehidupan kita semua dengan rezeki yang halal, kehidupan yang aman bahagia dan terlindung dari fitnah dan kejahatan manusia. Aminnnn.

Happy New Year guys :)

Saturday, July 21, 2018

HIJRAH

Sebulan satu entri gayanya. Hi guys. Assalamualaikum. Moga - moga sihat semuanya.

Typing this in our rental house (maybe for the very last time) before we move out next week. Like after so long living in this compound, we decided to move to a new area.

Lets just recall my life in KL since the first time I came here to work in 2013. So for the first-timers like me and my friends, haruslah nervous gila to start a life in KL. Like KL kot; the capital city of Malaysia.

And we decided to start our life at this place because it was the center location for four of us; me, Farhanis, Ema and Afiqah. So we were living together until I got married in 2014.

After I got married, I moved to a new house with my boyfriend-now-husband. Believe it or not, we only moved to the next block! HAHAHA

So later my other friends got married and moved to other states with their loving husbands (Ema to Johor, and Afiqah to Terengganu). So, now its just Farhanis and me in KL. And I am still living in this same compound from 2013.

It was a big decision for us; me and my husband. Especially because this area is quite OK and near to my school. We go out at 7 in the morning and reach my school at 7.15 or 7.20 a.m. But the owner wants to sell this unit. So whatever it is, we still need to move out.

Found a house that we like so much, but honestly its quite far. Outside KL like 30km away. But for the sake of a comfortable and better life, we decided to give it a go. Fingers crossed peeps. Hoping for a better life than what we are having these days. We are grateful enough for everything that we have now, but maybe its time for us to do a 'hijrah'.

Tak plan nak duduk lama pun at this new place. Planning to apply for a transfer next year, and also looking for a house to buy. Umur dah lanjut begini, rasa nak terus settle down je. Eh gitu. Macam dah tua benar bunyinya HAHAH.

But maybe after this, I taknak dah duduk at one place for so long selagi itu bukan rumah sendiri. Penat weh nak kemas. Dah duduk rumah ni since 2014, segala harta pusaka pelbagai rupa muncul entah dari mana.

Perangai sayang barang tu memang kena buang jauh - jauh la bila kena pindah ni. Yang mana dah peram bertahun - tahun tu pejam mata je lah buang dalam tong sampah. Tak sangka diri sendiri sebenarnya ada perangai hoarder yang mentakutkan itu.

Lepas ni, berazam nak jadi manusia simple. Takde la sampai tahap minimalist kot. But I will try to make everything as minimum as possible. At the moment memang failed teruk weh. Toys Zara saja dah berkotak - kotak.

Nampak tak betapa jauhnyaa impian dan realiti daku. HAHAHAHA.

Please doakan perpindahan kami membawa seribu kebaikan ya :)

Love,
You know my name 

Thursday, June 21, 2018

AIDILFITRI 1439H

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR BATIN :)

Nampaknya Raya tahun ni paling tak rasa raya sangat kot. Menziarah sepenuh hati masa Raya pertama je; itupun pergi rumah tok dan berjumpa sanak saudara yang lain. Raya ke-2 dah gerak pi Perak; holiday with the in-laws. Raya ke-3 pulak dah balik KL.

Maka sebab itulah, hari ni rasa macam nak makan lemang oi! Mana tidaknya. Sehari je dapat makan lemang, nasi impit, kuah kacang dan rendang secara tiada batasan. Tapi yang paling menggundah - gulanakan hati adalah, macam mana nak tahu lemang yang mana sedap? Banyak jumpa orang jual dekat tepi jalan. Tapi yang mana sedap? Atau memang kena pergi to the one exact point yang orang ramai cakap situ jual lemang sedap?

No hari raya celebration at home. Sebabnya rumahku sedang porak - peranda. HAHAH. Boxes are everywhere. Busy packing sebab nak kena pindah rumah at the end of July. Jadi untuk tidak membinasakan tulang empat kerat di akhir waktu, kita slowly packing lah. Hopefully, this will be a start of something new. Gitu. Dah macam lagu High School Musical pulak :P

Moga - moga penghijrahan kali ini membawa seribu kebaikan, rezeki,kegembiraan dan kebahagiaan dalam hidup kami. Aminnn.

Saturday, June 2, 2018

Down a memory lane in Ramadhan

I was looking back at my blogposts in 2009, 2010...

THIS IS UNBELIEVABLE!

Sungguh tak percaya weh kalau tengok balik blogpost pada zaman dahulu kala. Terlalu obses dengan blog barangkali. Banyak sungguhlah entri berbaur luahan perasaan dan sekadar menyinggah sekejap waktu tengah menghadap assignment dan menghasilkan entri berbentuk satu perenggan yang sepertinya...WHAT IS THIS CRAP?

Patutlah tak ramai followers dulu sebab banyak mengarut KAHKAH. Bila tengok balik, rasa pelik ada, nak gelak pun ada. Banyak sungguh lah aku terpengaruh dengan trend - trend semasa. Duk beli inner dua tiga lapis pakai dengan shawl uols. Keyakinan diri takyah cakap lah wei...200% lah masa tu. Mujur tak lama sangat aku terjebak dengan inner berlapis - lapis yang serupa kuih lapis tu. Bila tengok balik, huduhnyaaaaaa HAHAHAHAHAHA.

I am a bawal lover and forever #teambawal kot. Pakai juga lah shawl sekali sekala, tapi tak berasa cantik sangat. Or maybe belum jumpa style yang boleh buat aku fefeeling gorgeous HAHAH. Actually I prefer tudung bawal pakai lurus ke bawah sebab tak rasa semak kat leher. Paham dak? Kalau rasa rimas kat leher tu I cannottttttt. Buat aku rasa nak tempik orang. Tak pasal - pasal kan pompuan ni HAHA.

Lepas sahur tadi, terus aku jalankan misi clear out foto zaman dahulu kala yang boleh memalukan tuan punya badan kalau ada orang buat #majorthrowback. Baru sebut pasal inner dua tiga lapis, belum sebut lagi pasal ambik gambar sambil buat bibir terjuih
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Anyway, leganya hati dah clearkan semua. HAHA. Just in case ada orang google nama aku ke, atau nama blog ni ke atau apa apa pun..takkan jumpa lah foto - foto yang boleh membuatkan aku tersipu - sipu HAHAHAH.

Ramadhan Kareem you guys! Semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa sejuta rahmat dalam kehidupan kita semua, insyaAllah. Setakat ini, kami belum pernah berbuka puasa di luar. Samada aku masak atau beli dekat bazar dan bawa balik, atau tapau sahaja. Rekod makan fastfood adalah sebanyak dua kali masa bulan puasa ni, dan harapnya tak bertambah dah.

FASTFOOD IS EVIL OK. Bye bye lah harapan nak kurus kalau still makan fastfood. Doakan aku berjaya menepis syaiton makanan segera please. Zumba lah 24 jam sekalipon tapi kalau tak jaga makan...kurus dalam mimpi aje.

Belum beli baju raya lagi. I know! Ramai orang dah setel kan. This year cam lek lek je cos aku kena cari blouse / mini kurung je for me and Zara. Kainnya dan sepasang lagi baju, mak jahitkan (I love you, mak). Baju suamiku masih di awangan. Bila tanya dia nak beli baju raya apa this year, dia cakap nak baju batik. Terkedu daku. Last year, beli kurta Elrah pujaan hati. This year nak batik pulak katanya. Aku pulak berkenan tengok trend lelaki pakai baju melayu teluk belanga + sampin + seluar hitam. Cam pahlawan gitu HAHAHA. Dah tunjuk gambar dekat lakiku. Tapi tak tahulah macam mana tu nanti. Tetiba dia dah tekad nak berbatik, daku ikutkan saje.

HARI NI BIRTHDAY ZARA WEI! OMG. PUNYA SERONOK MENAIP PASAL MASA LALU SAMPAI TERLUPA HARI LAHIR ANAK SENDIRI!

Tapi actually 3 years ago, masa ni rasanya baru pecah air ketuban. Lols. Mengimbau memori.

Nantilah aku buat another post for her 3rd birthday. Hopefully. Kikiki.

Bye!

Monday, April 30, 2018

Of March & April

My life has been a bit hectic these two months. Working Saturdays and whatnot. We need to come to school for quite a number of programmes on Saturday. Phewwwww.

Walaupun sebenarnya I am having my tuition classes on Saturdays (or Sundays when we need to work on Saturday), I am OK with that. Sebab saya masih berada di sekitar kawasan tempat tinggal. No driving needed. SO YES I AM SO OKAY WITH THAT.

Today is the last day of April. Malam Nisfu Syaaban. Semoga kita semua beroleh kebaikan dan keberkatan, insyaAllah. Semoga doa - doa kita semua dimakbulkan oleh Yang Maha Esa.

Me? I am praying for a stress-free life. Pleaseeeeeeeee let me live a happy life. Walaupun adakalanya langit tak selalu cerah yada yada yada. Overthinking can kill, you know? Jadi, saya sangat mahu mengelakkan overthinking. Dan mengamalkan kehidupan lets go with the flow. Namun tidaklah meletakkan keterbegantungan 100% kepada flow tersebut. Adakalanya, kena melawan arus juga. Ewah! Berpusing - pusing pula gaya kau bercakap heh?

My baby girl is not so baby anymore. She's going to school now. Social skills are developing well. Begitu juga skills yang lain - lain termasuk perangai aneh - aneh yang kekadang mengundang tawa ibubapa.

One of it, addiction to zombies; literally. Bukanlah mengagumi zombie atau apa. Dia suka bercerita perihal zombies dan betapa menakutkan makhluk yang dia kenali sebagai zombies. Saya syak, zombie dia tidaklah sama dengan zombie yang kita fikirkan. Kerana apa? Saya pernah tanya dia...

Zara, zombie tu comel ke?

COMEL

DIA KATA ZOMBIE COMEL. I was like, OMJAY BAGAIMANAKAH RUPA ZOMBIEMU ANAK? Sebentar tadi ianya mentakutkan, sekarang comel pula.

Tak tetap pendirian guys. Masih bayi rupanya, anakku ini.

Sekarang, dia juga addict dengan lagu Ting Ting Tang Ting. Yezza lagu yang meniti di bibir semua orang. The best part, CAN MALI CAN. Zara punya version, dia ada tambahan OO OI! OO OI!

Mungkin, belajar dekat sekolah juga yang tu.

Whatever it is, I am a happy mother. Sebab my baby girl is happy going to school. She is enjoying it very much. Dah hafal nama kawan - kawan. Ada masa tetiba berzikir, which is good. And few basic doa. Walaupun kekadang nak tidur pun dia baca doa makan HAHAHAHAHA.

Till then guys. Princess nak tidur dah. Take care!

Friday, February 16, 2018

The Fabulous February

Happy Chinese New Year!

Meriah tau sekeliling rumah bergempita bunyi mercun dengan bunga api. Fefeeling raya sangat. Every year pun macam ni (we have been living in this area for almost 4 years now). Tapi last year waktu CNY, kitorang dekat Hong Kong. Surprisingly, tak ada bunyi mercun sangat pun. Malam tu tidur aman damai harmoni OK.

Malam tadi, after 12 pun tak tidur lagi sebab berdentam - dentum pop pop pop bunyi dekat luar tingkap. Sebab cuti kan, seronok kemahen melayan Netflix.

This year, we don't have any plan...yet. Masih di Kuala Lumpur menghirup udara the concrete jungle. The babies are still sleeping. Cuti khenz. Rasanya nak memasak hari ni. Doakanlah kakak berjaya membebaskan dapur kakak dari belenggu percutian yang lama benar rasanya HAHAHAHAHA.

This year, I am teaching Year 6 for the first time. I've been working with these kids since they were in Year 4 (2016) and some of them were my homeroom kids in 2014 (masa diorang Year 2). So boleh kata we have this special weird chemistry sebab dah lama terjebak sesama sendiri. HAHAHAHAHA.

Somehow, I am having a mix feelings too. Like, next year they aren't going to be here (at the school) anymore. They are growing up and will be moving to the next phase in life. And that makes me sad.

This bunch of kids, I can go crazy with them. Like everytime jumpa ada je something fun here and there. And they know me very well.

OK. Dikuasai emosi nampaknya. HAHA.

Well, lets hope this month is going to be a fabulous month ever.

Yay for a post in Feb!

Sunday, January 28, 2018

360'

Assalamualaikum. Hi.

I've been waiting to write FOR SO LONG seriously. My last post adalah pada bulan Mei 2017. Masa tu Zara belum genap 2 tahun pun lagi! OMG. Teringin nak menaip OK. Perasaan tu ada. Tapi tak dapat dizahirkan. Ke tak mampu dizahirkan? HAHA.

Lets update everything one by one.

So we had a family trip to Sabah in October 2017. It was fantastic! We went to Kota Kinabalu and Kudasang lah of course. Enjoying the view very much despite the unexpected weather. This is an annual activity for my family. Loved it! This year of 2018, we are still looking for the right destination and the right time for the family trip. Can't wait!

Now, Little Zara is almost 2 years and 8 months. Berjaya menangani fasa tantrum dengan bertenang. Dah banyak tatabahasa yang dikuasai sampai kadang - kadang geramnya rasa bila dengar dia ni bercakap. Like...hey tak boleh ke kalau tak comel? HAHAHA yeah that kind of thing. Selalu dipicit - picit dan digolek - golek, this girl. Super happy go lucky but also can be SO EMOTIONAL at certain time.

Kalau ada follow my ig, dan terbaca kisah di pasar malam, yeah thats her. So unexpected sebab kadang - kadang dia boleh mengigau sambil menangis! But that happened for a reason. Antaranya ialah sebelum tidur / petang tu dia kena marah sehingga hatinya terluka dan terbawa - bawa perasaan sampai ke dalam tidur. Ataupun dia merajuk berguling - guling atas lantai dan tidak dipedulikan ibubapa (sebab taknak manjakan sangat) atas sebab - sebab yang langsung tidak munasabah. Contohnya, nak lalu tangga situ dan tak mahu tangga sini. Ataupun taknak masuk lif / keluar lif sebab nak pergi kedai yang dah tutup.

Alhamdulillah, she is growing up very well. Banyak arahan sudah boleh difahami. Dah boleh pakai seluar sendiri. Guess what, she is going to playschool now! Achievement unlocked!

It was a tough experience. Yelah. She's been staying at home for 2 years + then we send her to school. Of course lah culture shock kan? Dekat rumah bangun tidur pun almost 10am, tetiba kena bangun pagi like what is this mama? Plus dekat sekolah memang semuanya strangers lagi lah drama.

But after 3 weeks, alhamdulillah tak ada dah drama sedih pagi - pagi masa papa dia hantar pergi sekolah. She is adjusting very well. Dah mula sebut - sebut pasal cikgu dan kawan - kawan. So we are very happy with that. Although some people might think its too early to put her in a school, we are OK with that. Bukan nak expect dia terus tahu baca buku ke apa. Just for the sake of letting her develop her social skills first. Bagi berkawan dan jumpa orang - orang lain. So, yes we are very glad we enrolled her there.

Our daily routines are changing 360' from last year. Now my husband has an office, which is located in the same building we are living in. A small step for a better future. Alhamdulillah Allah ease everything for us so far. On weekdays, we travel from home to my school, then to Zara's school and after that my husband get to work at his office. In the afternoon, he will pick me up then we'll go to Zara's school to pick her up. If we have nothing to settle, we go home. Surprisingly, time flies faster this year.

I started my tuition class earlier this year. Which means, my Saturday is gone. Usually I only have a morning session. But we started an evening session yesterday due to parents' request. I am using my husband's office in the weekend so basically we are sharing it :P

Sunday is my everything now.

Although it seems very packed, but I love the routines. We learn how to be more discipline in setting our schedule for everything. Like when to do the laundry or the grocery shopping, when to deliver the orders, when to eat out, when to have fun at the playground, when to meet the family and everything.

Aaaaaaaaaa bestnya dapat taip panjang - panjang macam ni. But I have a list of things to do today. Please please doakan tahun ni I will be writing MORE than last year. At least once a month so that I can keep tracks on everything. HAHA.

Till then, take care and have fun!
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