6th April 2019
Dalam pukul 7 lebih macam tu dah start rasa kurang selesa. Tapi OK je. Takde rasa sakit pun. Just rasa macam ada urge nak senggugut macam gitu. On contraction timer, interval 5 mins. Tapi lama - lama interval jadi 10 mins away. So relax je lah and turun bawah siap masak mi goreng lagi kau tahu. HAHAHAH. The feeling came every 5 - 10 mins tapi buat rileks je lah.
The ORIGINAL plan : Me & my sister go for food-hunting while waiting for hubs and Zara enjoy Disney-on-Ice. Tiket dah beli OK so maybe sebab risau sangat Zara tak dapat tengok Disney-on-Ice, I didn't really bother about the contractions that were starting HAHAHA. Duk fikir macam mana nak buat nak make sure Zara boleh pergi tengok Disney-on-Ice and me go to the hospital just in case these contractions are REAL.
It was real, guys. And I thought those were just Braxton Hicks. I mean, come on adik! Your due date is 20/4. Today is 6! But it was so real, it started kicking me right before Zohor. I prayed, then we had to decide what to do.
1) Send Zara and my sister to Shah Alam, to watch Disney-on-Ice. Asked my other sister to pick them up later.
2) Hubs and me go to Hosp Selayang to check whether its real or not. (HAHAH still wishing it wasn't real cos I want to go food-hunting so badly)
Sempat request nak beli choc frappe Starbucks tapi haruslah laki aku tak layan 😂
Sempat request nak beli choc frappe Starbucks tapi haruslah laki aku tak layan 😂
About 4.30 - 5 pm, we arrived at Hosp Selayang. Didn't take the wheelchair because I thought the pain was still bearable ALTHOUGH sekejap sekejap berhenti when the contractions came. Mak guard dah cuak dah apasal budak ni degil nau taknak wheelchair LOL.
Sampai atas, settle all the documents and all. Tunggu doc check. Time passed. And guess what, I was 3cm dilated. Baru 3cm, so kena warded lah. But I don't know I have this feeling of whyyyyy lah rasa macam makin sakit nih. It was super fast. The nurse was preparing me to go to the ward. Biasanya I'll just follow what the experts decided but I decided to step up that time. Dalam pukul 6 lebih kot.
'Nurse, saya rasa macam makin sakit ni. Boleh check lagi sekali tak?'
Yes, requesting another VE cos I think the contractions were wayyy stronger, and became more frequent. I was lucky I got some kurma in my bag and a bottled water. Dug in and then went into the PAC for another VE. I was alone most of the time sebab husband kena tunggu kat luar.
6cm dilated k. Walhal tadi baru 3cm. No wonder dah menggeletar tangan tahan sakit. Terus mintak ubat tahan sakit. And guess what, dah tak boleh ambik sebab dah 6cm. Anddddd Selayang takde entonox! OMG entonox was my life saver masa Zara dulu. I VANT ENTONOX!
But of course there was nothing I can do. Sudahlah berseorangan menahan kesakitan. And I was very sure my husband knew nothing. I asked the HO if my husband can come in, and she saiddddd...
TAK BOLEH SEBAB INI PAC
Jauh di dalam sudut hatiku pleaseeeee send me to the labour room cos gaaaahhhhhh the pain was so realllll I need my husband OMG taknak beranak dah pasni this will be the last time well everyone said that kan HAHAHAH
'Puan nanti kalau ada apa - apa puan jerit je panggil kami ok kami ada dekat depan'
Tetiba rasa nak marah. Aku tengah sakit kot ko nak suruh aku jerit - jerit pulak? Like I ada maruah diri OK tak main lah jerit - jerit tak tentu hala. Mestilah kata - kata sinis begini disimpan di dalam hati semata. Di dunia realiti, aku diam je meredhoi nasibku. HAHAH.
Bertemankan diri sendiri, cuba untuk husnuzon dan kekal positif sepanjang masa. Menggigil tahan sakit sambil baca doa Nabi Nuh. Dalam fikiran, OK this is going to be the last baby. KAH! Boleh percaya ke nokkkk.
Secara tiba - tiba rasa macam belon pecah. Terus call nurse secara bertenaga dan berserah segalanya kepada Yang Maha Esa. Gitu ayat drama sungguh haaaa.
Masa tu lah baru nurse nak kelam kabut tukarkan baju segala dan secara tergesa - gesa terus tolak stretcher ke labour room. Dalam masa sakit tu ada jugak rasa nak sekolahkan nurse tu sekejap 'haaaa sekarang baru tahu kelam kelibut uols!'
Tapi of course lah di dalam hati sahaja. Saya insan suci murni dan bersopan santun tahu.
Transfer ke katil untuk bersalin (?) and I was lucky the midwife was so nice. It was very fast. Padahal sebelum tu midwife tu cuma cakap 'ok puan kita cuba ya bila rasa contraction puan cuba push.'
Taraaaaaaa baby was here! Even doc pun tak sempat nak attend. Memang midwife tu semata. Suamiku lagi lah haru. Dia masuk masa tu kami dah skin to skin dah. It went really fast sampai tak percaya dah beranak.
7.40 PM, 6th April 2019
A baby boy, Hospital Selayang
The best part was I dapat duduk Wad Kelas 1 teehee. Seronok OK duduk kelas 1 berbanding kenangan masa Zara dulu sungguh menduka citakan. Wakaka.
p/s: Sebenarnya dah buat draf untuk post ni almost a year ago kot. Tapi tak sempat sempat nak sambung. Baru sekarang dapat publish teehee
'Nurse, saya rasa macam makin sakit ni. Boleh check lagi sekali tak?'
Yes, requesting another VE cos I think the contractions were wayyy stronger, and became more frequent. I was lucky I got some kurma in my bag and a bottled water. Dug in and then went into the PAC for another VE. I was alone most of the time sebab husband kena tunggu kat luar.
6cm dilated k. Walhal tadi baru 3cm. No wonder dah menggeletar tangan tahan sakit. Terus mintak ubat tahan sakit. And guess what, dah tak boleh ambik sebab dah 6cm. Anddddd Selayang takde entonox! OMG entonox was my life saver masa Zara dulu. I VANT ENTONOX!
But of course there was nothing I can do. Sudahlah berseorangan menahan kesakitan. And I was very sure my husband knew nothing. I asked the HO if my husband can come in, and she saiddddd...
TAK BOLEH SEBAB INI PAC
Jauh di dalam sudut hatiku pleaseeeee send me to the labour room cos gaaaahhhhhh the pain was so realllll I need my husband OMG taknak beranak dah pasni this will be the last time well everyone said that kan HAHAHAH
'Puan nanti kalau ada apa - apa puan jerit je panggil kami ok kami ada dekat depan'
Tetiba rasa nak marah. Aku tengah sakit kot ko nak suruh aku jerit - jerit pulak? Like I ada maruah diri OK tak main lah jerit - jerit tak tentu hala. Mestilah kata - kata sinis begini disimpan di dalam hati semata. Di dunia realiti, aku diam je meredhoi nasibku. HAHAH.
Bertemankan diri sendiri, cuba untuk husnuzon dan kekal positif sepanjang masa. Menggigil tahan sakit sambil baca doa Nabi Nuh. Dalam fikiran, OK this is going to be the last baby. KAH! Boleh percaya ke nokkkk.
Secara tiba - tiba rasa macam belon pecah. Terus call nurse secara bertenaga dan berserah segalanya kepada Yang Maha Esa. Gitu ayat drama sungguh haaaa.
Masa tu lah baru nurse nak kelam kabut tukarkan baju segala dan secara tergesa - gesa terus tolak stretcher ke labour room. Dalam masa sakit tu ada jugak rasa nak sekolahkan nurse tu sekejap 'haaaa sekarang baru tahu kelam kelibut uols!'
Tapi of course lah di dalam hati sahaja. Saya insan suci murni dan bersopan santun tahu.
Transfer ke katil untuk bersalin (?) and I was lucky the midwife was so nice. It was very fast. Padahal sebelum tu midwife tu cuma cakap 'ok puan kita cuba ya bila rasa contraction puan cuba push.'
Taraaaaaaa baby was here! Even doc pun tak sempat nak attend. Memang midwife tu semata. Suamiku lagi lah haru. Dia masuk masa tu kami dah skin to skin dah. It went really fast sampai tak percaya dah beranak.
7.40 PM, 6th April 2019
A baby boy, Hospital Selayang
The best part was I dapat duduk Wad Kelas 1 teehee. Seronok OK duduk kelas 1 berbanding kenangan masa Zara dulu sungguh menduka citakan. Wakaka.
p/s: Sebenarnya dah buat draf untuk post ni almost a year ago kot. Tapi tak sempat sempat nak sambung. Baru sekarang dapat publish teehee
